Father’s day blues…..

My dad is useless…………..my Mister and the father of my 4 month old son Henry on the other hand is great! He is everything that my dad is not, he loves our son unconditionally and would do anything for him. He adores Henry to the point that he rushes home from work everyday so that he gets extra time to play with him & hear him laughing before bedtime. However today i was unable to give him the father’s day he deserves as a series of unfortunate events meant that things just did not go to plan. We seem to be the victims of a lot of unfortunate events lately which is frustrating as we are trying very hard to create a great life and home for our son, but it appears the more you try to achieve the more issues you have to contend with! 😦

Our intimate lunch was gate crashed thanks to the in-laws, baby got quite grumpy due to a nasty case of teething, and i was grumpy due to a nasty case of learning to be grown up and dealing with new improved grown-up problems (getting a new house and all of the new improved financial woes that go with it)! Despite putting a lot of thought into his presents which included homemade gifts, cakes, and a night out on this coming tuesday WITHOUT the baby i feel that he doesn’t feel as appreciated as i want him to today, and this just doesn’t sit right with me.

So this my first blog post is for him because even though i have been a grumpy madam this week i still think that he is the best daddy in the world and i want him to know that i would be lost without him around even if i haven’t managed to tell him lately among all of my ranting/ stressing!